That moment when I tell my family or friends that I want to be a model and they laugh at me and tell me I cant do it because I’m not skinny enough and because I have scars. I hate my life and almost everyone I know because people take time out of their day to tell me how much of a waste I am and how I wont be able to get anywhere because I’m not good in school and too shy to sing or model. I have scars and issues but I don’t need everyone to constantly remind me how worthless I am. I already know. I’m trying to fix it but I can’t really when people keep telling me everything I’m doing wrong. Everyone just needs to shut the fuck up and let me gather myself before I unwind all the way.